my eyes feel like theyll fall out but im reenergizing my spirit with hanyu praise tweets.. gonna watch program compilation after all this is over.. eastern europian uke eyes emote.. maybe work on my canon divergence figureskater!hoon jayhoon relationship study fic ...

massive thanks to whichever force is behind the laundry room being uncharacteristically empty on a friday afternoon.. stupid brown doghoon gif aside from period crazies currently at full force ive just been so disproportionately emotional over every little thing these past few months.. perhaps 𝓮𝓻 𝓱𝓸𝔀 𝓽𝓸 𝓼𝓪𝔂 seasonal depression question mark

i know that and still i opened twitter for a little bit and saw a bunch of stuff from fstwt ahah .. jeng crashout gif . why i dont properly keep up with real people sports #tbh ajsbhs iwaizumi hajime goat of all time not going pro as a player already pummeled my psyche into the ground (+ to this day my brief semi-tangible hanyu ultra-shooter stint still inflicts intense damage to my spirit)

ok last moment of weakness trust im #locking in

you can make bread out of virtually anything and i think thats beautiful.. got kind of into drinking tea a little (not like Into into bcs im a brokie) recently and today i turned my tea into bread..!!

my sister found a couple different packets of tea sitting somewhere deep in her drawers lol so today my tea atrocity consisted of vanilla chai black tea steeped in milk (had to use milk powder lmfao dookie ass texture & consistency #tbh) to which i then added honey, maple syrup (i have a severe sugar addiction #yeah), probably too much cinnamon powder and raisins, then trace amounts of cocoa powder and 3-flavor jam (cherries, raspberries, strawberries)

it was in fact sweet though not in any meaningful way i almost felt violated.. real liquid milk come back to me....

ok it wasnt really that bad sugar is sugar rizzhoon pose i still liked it :-) anyways so idk i wanted to try it as bread bcs then it could maybe have a chance at real peak status yk.. so i went and put ground flaxseed and baking powder in it and there came bread #woaw..